Today, I write this post without any idea how it will come out. I shall just tap these keys and maybe make sense of whatever ramblings will come out of my brain.
See, I have just heard news that somehow make me want to cry, but at the same time faint with suffocation. Truly, having a family is a bit hard because all the decisions do not affect you alone, rather everybody else who relies on you. For example, I cannot just jump from one job to another because I want to. But I cannot keep staying at a job that just keeps giving me headaches for lack of money. I mean, seriously, i find it hard to stay in a job that does not give me enough pay – because of my family.
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Let’s play a game, shall we?
I would just like to know how well you know me.. NO CHEATING!
I have been online for quite a long time, and I would just like to know if you do know me or perhaps you have no idea who I am. You are free to take lucky guesses, who knows you may know me from what you read here, right?
I would really love to hear what you think about the following questions:
Hehehe.. oh well, I hope you will answer these questions. Just copy and post the answers in the comment box. It will run for 3 days. Then I will post the answers to the questions and we will see who got it right..
Okies? I hope you answer though because it would be a tad bit of a waste just posting this when nobody bothers to answer…
come on, just give it a try, will ya?
I know, I know. I should be asleep. I did try to sleep, you know. But as I lay in bed, I could not manage to get my eyes to close. Oh the bed was so soft and inviting, and in usual situations I would fall asleep within the first 10 minutes of lying in bed. This time, I am not as fortunate.
At least, now I think I can do the things that I ultimately need to do before the tomorrow ends. Seriously, I have lots to do. I need some kind of power cord attached to me. However, before I do exactly what I am supposed to do, let me unload my weary mind and blog the things I need to remember before I forget. Seriously, Gerard’s power is THAT strong, it affects me even if I have not seen my friend in over a month. Yeah, he did not even go to my grandfather’s wake. Oh well.. must have been so busy.
Here are my snippets:
*eHem* WQ time! I think Teacher Julie might have my head for failing to answer the previous week’s question. Sorry, Ms Julie!
Maybe I can fit it in this week..??

Anyway, the question of the week:
What are your facial or beauty regimens that you do before you go to sleep?
And my answer goes:
Nada. Zip. Zero. Nothing!
I know I should be taking better care of myself these days. It is not like I am getting any younger. But as experience has taught me, I am not exactly suited for beauty regimens.
Actually, I envy some of my friends who started their beauty regimens way back in high school. They had their Ponds, Eskinol, and other creams and whatnots placed on their faces. I wanted to try that, too! Well, I did, actually, and I ended up with rashes or something close to a zit or acne. Thankfully though, my father gave me relatively good skin, so I did not suffer much.
I tried other stuff, but I almost always get some sort of undesirable reaction whenever I use beauty products, so before I fly off to Neverland, I just take a short wash or so – using Safeguard (this is not an advertisement!). I tried other soap, too. But I get the same results. So I stick with Safeguard.
…..and that is THAT!
Safeguard: Eliminates 99% bacteria! LOL
Here is another something-something I chose to join. It’s Mitch asks..

On July 19 Mitch asks “Do you allow your partner to go on a night out alone (means without you around)?“
Yes, I do.
Don’t look at me like I’m the devil incarnate, sending her man out into the jungle where all temptation lies, and all those women, rocking f*ck me pumps, hang out! Hehehe.. but seriously, I do let him go out ALONE – without me. That is not a problem at all.
In fact, I suggest that he go out with his boys for rounds of booze, music, and laughs (of course no s3x! Are you nuts?!). But you know what? It is he who prefers to stay at home. I just want him to know that the opportunity is always there. I trust him enough to make wise decisions, and weigh things carefully. Surprisingly, he opts to avail of this opportunity on very rare occassions. Even when his friends ask him to go out with them, he politely declines.
It works both ways, too! See, he allows me to go out on my own as well. And since I rarely get free time to go out, I know I can make use of that freedom every now and then. We have clauses in our bargains though. If I go out, I MUST have somebody driving me home, or at least somebody saw me off from the place I partied at, and he waits for me at the highway. My condition with him is that he be true to his time specified of estimated time of arrival.
I am also not the type who does follow ups. I do not text him at every hour asking him what time he will come back. Nor do I bother his friends with “where is he” questions, and I do not yell, scream, or launch questions when he gets home. I’m mum. It works better as it eats his conscience up to bits!
Of course, it never is perfect, right? So there are instances wherein, in my anger at him being late in coming home as per his ETA, I refused to open the door to our bedroom. Ah, but I am a softie, so I let him inside eventually. Hehehe… I don’t know, I just can’t seem to get angry at the guy. =/
As for me? Well, I’m an angel. LoL