Guess what? The Kapre came back for a visit!! No, actually, he came back because my gwamama is sick and he wanted to sort-of take care of her. Yeahp! Being the ever doting son that he is.
Still, could’ve fooled me.
Anyway, I have a date this afternoon with Daphy. Yeahp, Daphy again. We’re going downtown to meet up with Ehn² because she has some treats for us. Yey!!
I wish I could write more..but this is just a very quick stop. Quick, as in QUICK.
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I am no longer on Emo mode though. I got over it. Hehehe as most of you surely believed, I am a definite mood swinger.. But that does not mean that I have no thoughts in need of attention. Sure.. I still am a nutcase..but this time, the focus is on my future — professionally speaking that is.
Ciao! Hope to give you updates later when I get back!
It seems my emotional state is still here. Sorry guys. But I have to indulge in this temporary mode to help me get past this. If you are not in for something sappy, or bitter, or perhaps depressed, thank you for passing by and please come this way again. I hope your next visit would be a far prettier state than it is today.
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These days, I long to be alone. Far from noise, far from dust, far from… well.. others. I wish it was not so, but I am afraid I am simply dead serious.
I am in a confused and depressed state right now. I only pray that this is not an extension of alaine’s PMS-depressed state something.
There are simply too many things to do. And I cannot keep up. My quest for multitasking is not any help at all!! And to make matters worse, I feel just oh so tired. Most days. Other days I am as cranky as .. well.. the crankiest person on earth!!
Okay. I’m done. Hopefully, an update or two later for you when I feel much better.
Miss Feyoh posted something on her blog that made me think.
You see, there have been more than one instance that I say those three special words – obviously because I mean it – only to be replied with the same words in a way that you feel like it was a ritual reply. I feel like I’ve tried to call somebody and I got the answering machine. And I don’t like it.
Somehow those words lose their meaning after a time of being said and you do not feel like the person saying it means it. And miss feyoh’s post proved my idea right when people do say things without putting their heart to it.
I want to say to that person who I say those three words the most, that I won’t be saying those words for a while. In heart I am saying it. But until you can say those words on your own without me saying them first, then I will.
I do not like it when things become too “ritually.” Perhaps I am not too comfortable with things when they lose the meaning they are supposed to have. This feeling has been eating at me for days now, and it only took a post from miss feyoh to make me break down. Oh wait, I did breakdown already.
Ah, MEN! I can never get them right!!!
**not willing to talk about it.
I posted a rather detailed entry over at http://neverdainty.blogspot.com about Game 1 of the match between the SPURS and the SUNS. [GO, SPURS! GO!!!]
Of course, the SPURS won. Why wouldn’t they? hehe.. But I have to be honest, I was really, really nervous about the whole enchilada. Even before the start of the 2008 NBA Playoffs, I was anxious regarding who the SPURS might end up facing on round one. And like all the things I get nervous with, my worst fears came true, and they were again face-to-face with the revenge-hungry SUNS.
Too bad I did not get to see the game LIVE. It would have been really nice. But somehow our Cable providers took away StarSports and the Basketball channel, leaving me with Balls [i hate this channel, sorry]. So anyway, news and highlights and some replays are all I get. *sigh* But I am still so happy.
The San Antonio SPURS won the game in a double overtime with 117-115. Tim Duncan had 40 points, Tony Parker with 26, and my ever beloved Manu Ginobili with 24. Way to go, big three! And good luck on Game 2!
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You might as well expect me to talk about the 2008 NBA Playoffs - about the SPURS, especially, as long as it is the Playoffs season!
Let’s PLAY BALL!!!!!
Yesterday, Sunday, started off great for me. Despite the fact that I had around 2 hours or so of sleep, I still woke up at around 4:30 a.m. In time for the walking-jogging-running date with Daphy and Reygen. Mr. Night-out came home half past 2 a.m. just around 30 minutes after I went to sleep. Hehehe.. I haven’t been up that long chatting, blogging, surfing, or just uploading pictures in a long time! Working up to that time is not unusual, but just having fun up to that time is THE BOMB!!
I did have a nice time.
When I got back from the walk, I found myself locked out of the house, to which I had to call for Dhirrac to open the door for me. Luckily, he heard my calls and opened the door. But he rushed outside and vomited his intestines out – a reaction he does not usually get from drinking, but something he has just developed since he has stopped drinking for some time now.
I had hoped that I would be able to go back to sleep after the run, but seeing as Mr. Night-out could no longer hold up to his name, I had to take care of him, and take care of the kiddies. But it was okay.
Later in the day, I did not get to see my Aunt Jing² off to Luton, UK. My cousins were supposed to pick me up at home because our road is being repaired and I was having a hard time getting a ride. After over an hour of waiting for them, I called the main house, and guess what? My uncle had just gotten back from the airport! They had seen her off already and I missed it! Hmph! Yes, I guess I was supposed choke my cousins senseless, but that would take forever. So, I just gave my apologies to my uncle who said he was sure my aunt would have understood. (I still feel bad though.)
Perhaps the worst part of my terribly long Sunday was the fact that it was just insanely HOT! I mean red hot hot hot hot!! Seriously, people should pay attention to Global Warming. People should start planting trees, plants, flowers, any of that sort. Just so at least something could counter the phenomenon. I am even trying real hard to get Dhirrac to stop smoking. Aside from the fact that second hand smoking is a killer, he is contributing to the Global Warming. In fact, I am now going to start planting. Seriously. Though we do not have much space at home. Who says milk cans cannot work as flower pots? At least I am recycling! Right?
*note to self: get in touch with your inner gardener
God, yesterday was really hot. Super hot, HOT! I am just praying that it won’t be THAT hot today when I go home.
It makes me wish I had money to buy air conditioner. Oh, wait! That contributes to pollution, too! Bye bye air conditioner…