Sometimes I do not understand my self. Wait… make that to OFTEN I really do not understand myself.
I get so excited with something and devout my time, heart, and soul if i could to it… of course with regard to those around me..but still…
I have tried to lock up ms pessimistic in a box and threw her to the water… but like a shadow.. as soon as darkness loomed, she found me once again. *sigh*
See, I have these plans lately, and I do not understand why I am unable to do so. Somehow I feel.. handicapped, unable, etc.
I’ve tried a lot of things, even gone to great lengths just to chill out.. relax and unburden myself. It works sometimes..sometimes it doesnt. or maybe it is the skepticism that is preventing anything from happening. I just do not know..
Sometimes I think the world is flat..and then i start to ramble about everything and nothing… at some point, maybe rambling is good for my soul, too!
ah well..
And that is why i do not have anything now… maybe in an hour or so.
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