yummy…

there is nothing more satisfying that a couple of square brownies, all so lusciously yummy, enticing, mmmmmmm.. yum. im hungry for real food though.. i guess the brownies i have are my dinner now. well.. that has been the case for a couple of weeks already. but no biggie.

ehn asked me early this morning as to why i’m so happy.. for somebody who obviously lacked sleep, i couldnt stop smiling.. i laughed, teased, and smiled some more. even now i can’t stop smiling.. does this mean something bad is about to happen?? i hope not..

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right now, im listening to Fergie’s Big Girls Don’t Cry. i love this song soooo much… i guess it’s the beat, plus the lyric… even dhirrac likes it. hehehe i feel like swaying to it.. gee, if i had the voice, i would belt out singing it out without missing a beat. but then again, im a fan of music, but i dont think she wants me to join her group. hihihihihih..

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stuff at prison camp is getting worse… i dont exactly know what to do anymore.. i just have to let everything be.. well, i have work to do.. be back later!

clean.. r u?

 

 

“who are you to judge the life i live?..i know i’m not perfect..and i dont live to be..but before you start pointing fingers..make sure your hands are clean.” – Bob Marley

 

 

 

i read Harry Potter 7

no, i wont post yet-another-summary here. i think you can consult good ol’ WIKIPEDIA for that. but i would simply like to give a comment or two..

1. i hate the fact that HP7 might be the last HP book.
2. i hate the fact it makes me cry…
3. i hate the fact that a LOT of people die…
4. i hate the fact that it is sooo great that it makes me long for more..
5. i hate the fact it makes me cry.. (oh wait.. i already said that)
6. i love the breathtaking beat of it all.. i think i forgot to breathe – especially during the battle of Hogwarts…
7. i love the fact that good reigns over evil..
8. i love that Harry does not need people telling him what to do.. and that he figures it all out unknowingly.. or something..
9. i dont feel like it that Harry is married with kids.. i still picture him as a kid… especially Ginny…
10. i think the epilogue did not give me what i was looking for…
11. i wish Hermione and Ron had more to say in the epilogue..
12. i love how the plots twist and turn..
13. i like how Harry sees Snape in the end…
14. i dont know..
15. i just love it. *bow*

droppin

i am not really particular about the amount of traffic this shabby thing draws.. but i just could not help myself but check out the stats it has been getting. and.. well…

 my visitors have been dropping like flies! hehehe mayhap it is because of the dull entries.. the unimaginative rants and yells about everything and nothing.. and about the constant “psyching” of me, myself, and i, to do good in life. but… SO WHAT?

i used to think the traffic was everything.. that was the thing that probably went wrong with my other blog… aside from the fact that i did rant a lot.. and i mean, A LOT.

this blog started with a little more imagination.. less rants.. and more appreciation of life. and like your friendly neighborhood Dementor, the trials of life has pretty much drained my happiness and cheer and brought it to a lower level.. but that is okay. everybody gets those days when you feel like you are at the bottom of the tire… and if the tire gets flat.. well, you stay at the bottom for a longer time until you find somebody who will put air in the tire, or manage to roll on even with the flat.

i guess sometimes trials get the better of you when you let it…. but i am determined to let it get to me a little. nyahahahahaha oh kill me!!

im just happy things are okay. once again, i feel the urge to dance… hihihihihihih care to dance anyone?

@ a cafe

wah.. and i complained about the crazy machines they call “computers” at work… i guess i was wrong.. PCs here are worse… in fact, i think they should be donated. hehehe

 well, here i am..in a cafe, trying to make the best out of a pathetic Internet connection, nutty keyboard, cramped space, and crazy Operating System, listening to AKON singing “nobody wants to see us together.. but nobody .. blah blah..” interestingly, it is the same as alaine’s YM status. hehehe why i am here is a secret. no, i am not trying to woo some old foreign guy so he can send me goodies – ick – never went there. anyway, as i said, it is all a secret.:P

i wish i did not have to come here.. but something failed… and now i have to be patient before everything falls into place. it has something to do with that “taking a risk” bit i was yakking about weeks ago. it has something to do with me doing crazy stuff. heheheh well… we just have to wait and see how this fares… besides, if i walk away frustrated – yet again – i think it would suffice to say that “i did my best.”

right now, i feel as though im looking EVERYWHERE!! i am looking “to the left.. to the left..” (hehe that song is playing right now..) crazy but true… i guess desperation magnified drives one to do unthinkable things. anyway.. im busy. it’s good.. and if its not THAT good.. well… at least i could not berate myself for not doing anything at all eh..?

 … now to do some STUFF. hehehe latez..

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