i am throwing in the towel. it is high time that i admit defeat. i am no longer going to fight with the great forces that restrict us and deprive us from the only joy we know at prison camp. *sigh* how sad is life for me.. (hihihihi..) ~~ conversations (sort of) at prison camp… [...]

sometimes people say things with so much conviction that you actually start to believe it could be true. it is during these moments that one is tested as to how stable his or her faith is in something. oftentimes shaky personalities just crumble and fall to the ground, trampled by the strength of the conviction. [...]

i wonder… i wonder how my friend is doing. my friend, Monica Elaine Bolodo, who i have not heard from in a long time is somewhere out there chasing her dream. and as ive heard, she has caught up with it more than once. mmm.. good for her.. hehehe since we have not talked in [...]

ranting about acquiring other means of income is one thing, and taking steps towards the goal is another thing. so, here is ME taking a baby step towards the goal. my first step in my attempt to accomplish my goal is to “try and try, and try again.” there has to be determination and cunning, [...]

desperate times call for desperate measures. right now i am on a mad streak to find a sideline job to put in extra cash to burn. i have lost too many nights of sleep thinking of means and ways to earn a little more. sure, my day job is not too bad. yet there is [...]