i write a short one today.
nothing much has happened, except that i have learned a few things for the past few days. hehehe and rather than rant – again – about my prison camp, i would rather talk of the other things that have happened.
for one, i’m glad to say that i have found a way to air out my childish inclinations to dhirrac. yes, he and i had a talk about how i felt these past few days. and surprisingly, it has gone well so far. i know that i am at fault for the most part, but he has his shortcomings too. and we’ve came to an agreement to extend our patience and understanding of each other as it is our first time, and we have barely reached a year yet. hehe yes, communication really is a must. and for wives, new wives, old wives, whatever, i think its best if we did not look deep into something trivial. sometimes we make the mistake of making something big when it was nothing to begin with. hehe lesson learned.
another lesson for the day, taught my michmich, dont put your bag on the floor. hehe if you dont have money to begin with, dont drive it away by putting your bag on the floor. hehe this lesson depends on those who choose to believe it. then again, whats the harm of choosing to believe it if you have nothing to lose eh..? 
yet another lesson learned.
most important lesson i learned that sometimes i wish i didnt have to learn is that its good to be idealistic, but to expect everybody to conform with your idealism is a gateway for heartache. really!! i learned this the hard way i guess.
i thought that people around me would learn to mind their own business, and that somehow, they would learn to respect others lives. but i guess that is just too much to ask for. i thought that being on “the grapevine” is something a lot of people avoid.. but i guess some people get a knack out of being the big wigs of the grapevine. and most of all, i thought people would be straight up honest about the people close to them… but just the same. i guess i was wrong.
i repeat, there is nothing wrong with being idealistic. and i dont think i’ll be leaving that area soon. but a little jadedness wouldnt hurt either. sometimes you just have to be aware that oftentimes, you get disappointed because those around you are not into your ideals.
XOXO
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